Something Just For Me by Twilight Obsessed09
Jasper Whitlock spent his life doing what others
wanted. When he finally breaks free, he finds love in an unusual place. AU/AH,
slash, mature themes.
Jasper Whitlock spent his life doing what others
wanted. When he finally breaks free, he finds love in an unusual place. AU/AH,
slash, mature themes.
Rated: Fiction M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort
This was the first story I read by Twilightobsessed, I ended up staying up way too late reading it. It just totally sucked me in. It starts out with Jasper in the shower, always a good way to start a story. He's with a man, and they can't seem to get enough of each other. He keeps pulling away, something keeps holding him back. What's holding him back is that his whole life is a lie..
Life is not how it seems for Jasper Whitlock, heir to the Whitlock fortune. His life should be perfect, but it's far from that. His parents are unwilling to accept that he's gay, claiming it's a "phase" he's going through. His mother has conspired with Alice Brandon thinking that if he's with her, eventually he'll get over his attraction to men. That couldn't be further from the truth. Jasper's life is a nightmare for him. He's constantly trying to keep up appearances, his mother and father refuse to let him live the life he wants. His only ally is his grandfather. He just wants Jasper to be happy and to stop trying to make everyone else happy. Jasper's even gone along with Alice being his girlfriend, something that he resents but is unwilling to end for the sake of his parents.
With his life beyond his control, the only time he's truely happy is in his fantasies and dreams. There he's free to be with whoever he wants to be with, and it's not Alice...
"One thing that always bothered me about the dream was that I could never
see his face clearly, his eyes were always pronounced, but his face was a blurry
mystery. Each time I tried to look at it, he would shift and the sun would then
glare into my eyes, forcing me to close them. He always rode me hard as I lay
back, gliding my hands up and down his strong body. I would place my hands on
his hips, pushing him down on me and groaning as his tight hole trapped my dick
into him. We would give over to our passion and when we reached our pinnacle, we
would soar over the edge together with him shouting his love for me. He would
always lie against me, whispering, "I love you, Jasper."
Right now, he's on top of me, not Alice. It's his deep voice that's moaning my name. It's his strong thighs that grip mine as he rides me. I grab a hold of him and thrust up, hard. I flip him over and wildly pump my cock into him while he hollers and begs for more. Between his voice and the movement of his body, my orgasm then rockets through me. However, what hurts the most is that when I finally open my eyes, I'm not greeted with the sight of him instead it's Alice's face and lips that are on mine.
With a sigh, I ease myself out of her, falling back against my pillow and closing my eyes.
"Oh, Jazzy, that was fantastic," she says. "See, a little bit of me day by day and you'll forget all about this silly gay business." My skin crawls as she absentmindedly circles my nipple with her finger, but I say nothing.
"Excuse me," I reply, getting up abruptly and walking naked to the bathroom, shutting the door
behind me."
Jasper has a great friend in Jake, he's been there for him through alot of tough times. He totally supports Jasper and just wants him to be happy. He hates Alice and isn't afraid to show it. Which amuses Jasper greatly. He has so few people in his life that really know him, he appreciates Jake's friendship immensly and knows he can always count on him. Since Jakes' family is in busines with Jasper's he's always around to run interferance against Alice, and he helps make sure Jasper gets to have some experiences as a gay man.....
"Alice hates Jake as much as he hates her. It makes me laugh whenever they're around one another. She looks like a feral cat about to attack, while Jake growls at her like a rabid dog. It's a sight to behold.
Jake is responsible for a lot of my experiences, and I'll forever be grateful as I don't know where I would've been without him.
He took me to my first gay club and danced with me, when I got scared and wanted to chicken out. He stayed there on the dance floor with me, bumping and grinding along with me until we got the attention of the others.
He was there for me after I had sex with a man for the first time. When I called, he came over and held me while I cried. I had topped as I still do, but the experience was overwhelming and I was filled with so much emotion that I couldn't process it without help, and the first person that came to mind was him. I couldn't share that with my grandfather so the next best thing was Jake."
After a day of having sex with Alice that he doesn't want, attending a party that his parents have forced him to go to. Jasper's had enough. He leaves the party and just drives, he ends up in a bad part of town. At first he just wants to find a way out of there, there's prostitues everywhere. Cars driving slowly and checking them out. The he sees someone who catches his attention. He can't stop himself from going over to meet him....
"Not wanting to be here any longer, I start to speed up, but before I can get out of there, he comes into view. He's breathtaking. I can feel my heart skip a beat as my cock twitches in my pants at the sight of him.
He's beautiful.
Dressed in a white t-shirt and faded jeans, he stands there laughing with a girl and when he steps out under the streetlight, it only proves to help me see his beauty even more. I slow to a stop and watched them interact. They seem to be friends and as I watch them, I still can't get over how staggeringly handsome he is.
Tall, lean yet with a muscular physique with a delectable ass I get to see better when he leans forward to whisper something in her ear. My cock is hard and pushing against the seam of my pants waiting to be freed from its confines. All I think about when I look at him, is how can I get him into my bed?"
This is how Jasper meets Edward, they end up back and Jasper's house and spend the night together. It's more intimate than either of them expect. They can't get enough of each other, and they're both torn when it's time for Edward to leave. Edward has an even worse family life than Jasper. His parents kicked him out after catching him with a boy. They didn't think twice about making him pack a bag and shipping him off on his own. Since he was still a teenager, he had no idea how to take care of himself. He had no job experience, only a high school education, and he was homeless. Luckily Tanya found him. She has truely been his guardian angel, she made sure he had food and a roof over his head. She never pushed him to sell himself, but he felt he had no other choice.
This is a great story, both of their stories separately are heartbreaking. But when they start to see each other for who they really are, the story just gets so much better. There's just so much standing in the way of them getting together, and I think at first they both are afraid to hope that they can actually have what they want. Luckily they both find the will to do whatever it takes to be together. I thought at first it would be a story of Jasper picking up a hooker and just using him, and trying to hide him from his real life. That's not this story at all, sometimes good things can happen to people that have been made to believe they're getting what they deserve. In this story good things happen when two people are willing to take a chance on a seemingly impossible love.
Take a chance and read this one, you won't be disappointed you'll just want more. Thanks to abbymickey24 & vbfb1 for prereading, beanothercullen for betaing, and vbfb1 for making the beautiful banner.
Right now, he's on top of me, not Alice. It's his deep voice that's moaning my name. It's his strong thighs that grip mine as he rides me. I grab a hold of him and thrust up, hard. I flip him over and wildly pump my cock into him while he hollers and begs for more. Between his voice and the movement of his body, my orgasm then rockets through me. However, what hurts the most is that when I finally open my eyes, I'm not greeted with the sight of him instead it's Alice's face and lips that are on mine.
With a sigh, I ease myself out of her, falling back against my pillow and closing my eyes.
"Oh, Jazzy, that was fantastic," she says. "See, a little bit of me day by day and you'll forget all about this silly gay business." My skin crawls as she absentmindedly circles my nipple with her finger, but I say nothing.
"Excuse me," I reply, getting up abruptly and walking naked to the bathroom, shutting the door
behind me."
Jasper has a great friend in Jake, he's been there for him through alot of tough times. He totally supports Jasper and just wants him to be happy. He hates Alice and isn't afraid to show it. Which amuses Jasper greatly. He has so few people in his life that really know him, he appreciates Jake's friendship immensly and knows he can always count on him. Since Jakes' family is in busines with Jasper's he's always around to run interferance against Alice, and he helps make sure Jasper gets to have some experiences as a gay man.....
"Alice hates Jake as much as he hates her. It makes me laugh whenever they're around one another. She looks like a feral cat about to attack, while Jake growls at her like a rabid dog. It's a sight to behold.
Jake is responsible for a lot of my experiences, and I'll forever be grateful as I don't know where I would've been without him.
He took me to my first gay club and danced with me, when I got scared and wanted to chicken out. He stayed there on the dance floor with me, bumping and grinding along with me until we got the attention of the others.
He was there for me after I had sex with a man for the first time. When I called, he came over and held me while I cried. I had topped as I still do, but the experience was overwhelming and I was filled with so much emotion that I couldn't process it without help, and the first person that came to mind was him. I couldn't share that with my grandfather so the next best thing was Jake."
After a day of having sex with Alice that he doesn't want, attending a party that his parents have forced him to go to. Jasper's had enough. He leaves the party and just drives, he ends up in a bad part of town. At first he just wants to find a way out of there, there's prostitues everywhere. Cars driving slowly and checking them out. The he sees someone who catches his attention. He can't stop himself from going over to meet him....
"Not wanting to be here any longer, I start to speed up, but before I can get out of there, he comes into view. He's breathtaking. I can feel my heart skip a beat as my cock twitches in my pants at the sight of him.
He's beautiful.
Dressed in a white t-shirt and faded jeans, he stands there laughing with a girl and when he steps out under the streetlight, it only proves to help me see his beauty even more. I slow to a stop and watched them interact. They seem to be friends and as I watch them, I still can't get over how staggeringly handsome he is.
Tall, lean yet with a muscular physique with a delectable ass I get to see better when he leans forward to whisper something in her ear. My cock is hard and pushing against the seam of my pants waiting to be freed from its confines. All I think about when I look at him, is how can I get him into my bed?"
This is how Jasper meets Edward, they end up back and Jasper's house and spend the night together. It's more intimate than either of them expect. They can't get enough of each other, and they're both torn when it's time for Edward to leave. Edward has an even worse family life than Jasper. His parents kicked him out after catching him with a boy. They didn't think twice about making him pack a bag and shipping him off on his own. Since he was still a teenager, he had no idea how to take care of himself. He had no job experience, only a high school education, and he was homeless. Luckily Tanya found him. She has truely been his guardian angel, she made sure he had food and a roof over his head. She never pushed him to sell himself, but he felt he had no other choice.
This is a great story, both of their stories separately are heartbreaking. But when they start to see each other for who they really are, the story just gets so much better. There's just so much standing in the way of them getting together, and I think at first they both are afraid to hope that they can actually have what they want. Luckily they both find the will to do whatever it takes to be together. I thought at first it would be a story of Jasper picking up a hooker and just using him, and trying to hide him from his real life. That's not this story at all, sometimes good things can happen to people that have been made to believe they're getting what they deserve. In this story good things happen when two people are willing to take a chance on a seemingly impossible love.
Take a chance and read this one, you won't be disappointed you'll just want more. Thanks to abbymickey24 & vbfb1 for prereading, beanothercullen for betaing, and vbfb1 for making the beautiful banner.
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