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Saturday, May 26, 2012

Consequence of Confessing Your Fantasy By Dragontattoo75




  

The Consequences of Confessing Your Fantasy by Dragontattoo75  Who knew confessing a fantasy to your husband could uncover a secret from his past? Told in BPOV, but all M/M lemons. AH
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship  Jasper & Edward WIP
This story is very different than any of the slash stories I've read before.  It's different because it's told from Bella's POV.  It's different because Bella is married to Jasper, and has fantasies of seeing him with another guy.  The story starts out with Bella reading slash fanfiction and getting caught up in the fantasy and the eroticism.  She decides she's going to mention her love of guy/guy loving to Jasper and see what his reaction is.   Bella has some definite ideas about what she'd like to talk to Jasper about, when he asks her what she's been reading, she's honest with him....
 "I read about them having sex, and it got me so worked up." I feel my cheeks warming. "When I read about them, I pretended that one of them was you."
I hear him moan softly and look up to his face. He has red spots on his cheeks and his normally blue eyes are almost black, staring at me. Maybe he isn't repulsed by the thought of what I had read. "What are you thinking?" I whisper.
"I like that you think about me when you read those stories. Do you ..." he swallows, "... do you like to think about me with another man?" His breathing is as hard as mine is.
"Yes!" My voice is hoarse."
Bella is very happy that Jasper's not repulsed by her confession, in fact it's just the opposite, he is very excited that his wife could actually be interested in letting him act out her fantasy.  Several weeks later they go to a cabin they own to do some maintenance.  While they're there an old friend of Jasper's shows up.  Seems he's rented the cabin next door to get away and do some work on his own.  His name is Edward Cullen.  When Bella meets him she's embarrassingly attracted to him.  Which Jasper calls her out on.  He then tells her that he knew Edward in college and experimented with him sexually.  At first Bella is shocked by this news.  She wonders why Jasper never mentioned it before.  But he explains he never wanted to lose her over something that happened so long ago and was never going to happen again. 
   They both decide that they'll talk to Edward and see if he's game.   They're both very willing to see where they're fantasy can go, they just need to see if Edward is as willing.  They really shouldn't have worried, Edward is more than willing to try new things, as they soon discover. 
"You are the only man I've been with, Edward. I liked what we did back then and used to think about it sometimes," he stops for a moment, plucking at a hole in his old jeans. "When Bella told me about her fantasies it sort of awakened mine too."
"So, are you two thinking of doing anything about that?" Edward asks, and then he suddenly stops in the middle of lifting his cup. "You planned this, Jasper! When you told me about this cabin up here, it wasn't only because it would be perfect for me this year, but because it would be perfect for you too!"
I'm afraid we've gone too far, that we misjudged him when he asked if I wanted a live show. I take a small step towards Jasper thinking that Edward will get mad at us, and for a few seconds I'm afraid, but then he suddenly he lets out a barking laugh. "You two horny fuckers! I really like you and your idea. This could have turned very awkward for you, and you took a brave chance. I love to experiment with sex, and I have never had a wife watch me have sex with her husband before."



They obviously have alot of love between them, because even after watching him be with Edward she's able to just look at it as him helping her live out a fantasy and seems to have no problem with it. In fact she really enjoys watching them together.  And Jasper definitely enjoys being with Edward.   And so their arrangement begins.  Every few weeks they meet up and each time they act out a different fantasy.  I keep waiting for Bella to think they've gone too far, or for her to feel jealous but she hasn't yet.  Just the opposite, she has enjoyed it so much that it's actually inspired her to try her hand at writing.  She definitely has the visual to write some very sexy stories. 


I really like this story, I like how it's written and I like that it's from the point of view of someone who's observing the interplay between two men.  Purely for her own enjoyment and her husbands curiosity.  Bella is so curious and so is Jasper, and Edward is full of surprises and definitely is willing to show Jasper some new experiences.  Will their relationship suffer from their arrangement in the future? That remains to be seen, I keep wondering if Jasper is going to like the excitement that Edward brings to the bedroom, and if he'll miss it when one of them decides their arrangement is over.  I wonder if Bella will learn to regret her decision to bring another person into their bed.  So far they seem pretty happy and there hasn't been a negative consequence.  I guess we'll all have to wait and see how it turns out. 


This story usually updates once a week, and is close to complete.  Check it and see what you think of Bella's decision.  Banner by JA Mash, thanks go to  Malice Slashlover for  pre-reading and Sue273 for betaing.


 

The Consequences of Confessing Your Fantasy by Dragontattoo75 Who knew confessing a fantasy to your husband could uncover a secret from his past? Told in BPOV, but all M/M lemons. AH
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship Jasper & Edward WIP
This story is very different than any of the slash stories I've read before. It's different because it's told from Bella's POV. It's different because Bella is married to Jasper, and has fantasies of seeing him with another guy. The story starts out with Bella reading slash fanfiction and getting caught up in the fantasy and the eroticism. She decides she's going to mention her love of guy/guy loving to Jasper and see what his reaction is. Bella has some definite ideas about what she'd like to talk to Jasper about, when he asks her what she's been reading, she's honest with him....
"I read about them having sex, and it got me so worked up." I feel my cheeks warming. "When I read about them, I pretended that one of them was you."
I hear him moan softly and look up to his face. He has red spots on his cheeks and his normally blue eyes are almost black, staring at me. Maybe he isn't repulsed by the thought of what I had read. "What are you thinking?" I whisper.
"I like that you think about me when you read those stories. Do you ..." he swallows, "... do you like to think about me with another man?" His breathing is as hard as mine is.
"Yes!" My voice is hoarse."
Bella is very happy that Jasper's not repulsed by her confession, in fact it's just the opposite, he is very excited that his wife could actually be interested in letting him act out her fantasy. Several weeks later they go to a cabin they own to do some maintenance. While they're there an old friend of Jasper's shows up. Seems he's rented the cabin next door to get away and do some work on his own. His name is Edward Cullen. When Bella meets him she's embarrassingly attracted to him. Which Jasper calls her out on. He then tells her that he knew Edward in college and experimented with him sexually. At first Bella is shocked by this news. She wonders why Jasper never mentioned it before. But he explains he never wanted to lose her over something that happened so long ago and was never going to happen again.
They both decide that they'll talk to Edward and see if he's game. They're both very willing to see where they're fantasy can go, they just need to see if Edward is as willing. They really shouldn't have worried, Edward is more than willing to try new things, as they soon discover.
"You are the only man I've been with, Edward. I liked what we did back then and used to think about it sometimes," he stops for a moment, plucking at a hole in his old jeans. "When Bella told me about her fantasies it sort of awakened mine too."
"So, are you two thinking of doing anything about that?" Edward asks, and then he suddenly stops in the middle of lifting his cup. "You planned this, Jasper! When you told me about this cabin up here, it wasn't only because it would be perfect for me this year, but because it would be perfect for you too!"
I'm afraid we've gone too far, that we misjudged him when he asked if I wanted a live show. I take a small step towards Jasper thinking that Edward will get mad at us, and for a few seconds I'm afraid, but then he suddenly he lets out a barking laugh. "You two horny fuckers! I really like you and your idea. This could have turned very awkward for you, and you took a brave chance. I love to experiment with sex, and I have never had a wife watch me have sex with her husband before."


They obviously have alot of love between them, because even after watching him be with Edward she's able to just look at it as him helping her live out a fantasy and seems to have no problem with it. In fact she really enjoys watching them together. And Jasper definitely enjoys being with Edward. And so their arrangement begins. Every few weeks they meet up and each time they act out a different fantasy. I keep waiting for Bella to think they've gone too far, or for her to feel jealous but she hasn't yet. Just the opposite, she has enjoyed it so much that it's actually inspired her to try her hand at writing. She definitely has the visual to write some very sexy stories.


I really like this story, I like how it's written and I like that it's from the point of view of someone who's observing the interplay between two men. Purely for her own enjoyment and her husbands curiosity. Bella is so curious and so is Jasper, and Edward is full of surprises and definitely is willing to show Jasper some new experiences. Will their relationship suffer from their arrangement in the future? That remains to be seen, I keep wondering if Jasper is going to like the excitement that Edward brings to the bedroom, and if he'll miss it when one of them decides their arrangement is over. I wonder if Bella will learn to regret her decision to bring another person into their bed. So far they seem pretty happy and there hasn't been a negative consequence. I guess we'll all have to wait and see how it turns out.


This story usually updates once a week, and is close to complete. Check it and see what you think of Bella's decision. Banner by JA Mash, thanks go to Malice Slashlover for pre-reading and Sue273 for betaing.




The Consequences of Confessing Your Fantasy by Dragontattoo75 Who knew confessing a fantasy to your husband could uncover a secret from his past? Told in BPOV, but all M/M lemons. AH
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship Jasper & Edward WIP
This story is very different than any of the slash stories I've read before. It's different because it's told from Bella's POV. It's different because Bella is married to Jasper, and has fantasies of seeing him with another guy. The story starts out with Bella reading slash fanfiction and getting caught up in the fantasy and the eroticism. She decides she's going to mention her love of guy/guy loving to Jasper and see what his reaction is. Bella has some definite ideas about what she'd like to talk to Jasper about, when he asks her what she's been reading, she's honest with him....
"I read about them having sex, and it got me so worked up." I feel my cheeks warming. "When I read about them, I pretended that one of them was you."
I hear him moan softly and look up to his face. He has red spots on his cheeks and his normally blue eyes are almost black, staring at me. Maybe he isn't repulsed by the thought of what I had read. "What are you thinking?" I whisper.
"I like that you think about me when you read those stories. Do you ..." he swallows, "... do you like to think about me with another man?" His breathing is as hard as mine is.
"Yes!" My voice is hoarse."
Bella is very happy that Jasper's not repulsed by her confession, in fact it's just the opposite, he is very excited that his wife could actually be interested in letting him act out her fantasy. Several weeks later they go to a cabin they own to do some maintenance. While they're there an old friend of Jasper's shows up. Seems he's rented the cabin next door to get away and do some work on his own. His name is Edward Cullen. When Bella meets him she's embarrassingly attracted to him. Which Jasper calls her out on. He then tells her that he knew Edward in college and experimented with him sexually. At first Bella is shocked by this news. She wonders why Jasper never mentioned it before. But he explains he never wanted to lose her over something that happened so long ago and was never going to happen again.
They both decide that they'll talk to Edward and see if he's game. They're both very willing to see where they're fantasy can go, they just need to see if Edward is as willing. They really shouldn't have worried, Edward is more than willing to try new things, as they soon discover.
"You are the only man I've been with, Edward. I liked what we did back then and used to think about it sometimes," he stops for a moment, plucking at a hole in his old jeans. "When Bella told me about her fantasies it sort of awakened mine too."
"So, are you two thinking of doing anything about that?" Edward asks, and then he suddenly stops in the middle of lifting his cup. "You planned this, Jasper! When you told me about this cabin up here, it wasn't only because it would be perfect for me this year, but because it would be perfect for you too!"
I'm afraid we've gone too far, that we misjudged him when he asked if I wanted a live show. I take a small step towards Jasper thinking that Edward will get mad at us, and for a few seconds I'm afraid, but then he suddenly he lets out a barking laugh. "You two horny fuckers! I really like you and your idea. This could have turned very awkward for you, and you took a brave chance. I love to experiment with sex, and I have never had a wife watch me have sex with her husband before."



They obviously have alot of love between them, because even after watching him be with Edward she's able to just look at it as him helping her live out a fantasy and seems to have no problem with it. In fact she really enjoys watching them together. And Jasper definitely enjoys being with Edward. And so their arrangement begins. Every few weeks they meet up and each time they act out a different fantasy. I keep waiting for Bella to think they've gone too far, or for her to feel jealous but she hasn't yet. Just the opposite, she has enjoyed it so much that it's actually inspired her to try her hand at writing. She definitely has the visual to write some very sexy stories.


I really like this story, I like how it's written and I like that it's from the point of view of someone who's observing the interplay between two men. Purely for her own enjoyment and her husbands curiosity. Bella is so curious and so is Jasper, and Edward is full of surprises and definitely is willing to show Jasper some new experiences. Will their relationship suffer from their arrangement in the future? That remains to be seen, I keep wondering if Jasper is going to like the excitement that Edward brings to the bedroom, and if he'll miss it when one of them decides their arrangement is over. I wonder if Bella will learn to regret her decision to bring another person into their bed. So far they seem pretty happy and there hasn't been a negative consequence. I guess we'll all have to wait and see how it turns out.


This story usually updates once a week, and is close to complete. Check it and see what you think of Bella's decision. Banner by JA Mash, thanks go to Malice Slashlover for pre-reading and Sue273 for betaing.


Monday, May 14, 2012

Like Wishing For Rain by Drizl





                                                                             Like Wishing For Rain by Drizl  After six years of longing for his best friend, Edward is ready to give up. But his friends have other ideas...SLASH/JasperEdward/AH/some Angst
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor  
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7812672/1/Like_Wishing_For_Rain



This is the story of Edward Cullen who has been in love and obsessed with his best friend Jasper  for the past 6 years.  Since he was 15 Edward had tried to find out if Jasper has any feelings for him that beyond being best friends.  He still has no clue.  Now they're college roommates, and about to graduate.  Time is running out, since Edward's not sure if they'll be together after graduation or not, but that's not all he's not sure about, he's not sure Jasper's even gay.   Luckily he has lots of help to try and figure Jasper out.  Jasper's twin Rosalie, Bella his ex-girlfriend and Alice, Jaspers's ex.  They don't mind helping at all, much to Edward's chagrin.


The story starts out with Edward frantically looking for a video that Rose was sure would prove if Jasper was gay or not.  A gay porno lol.  Having torn the house apart and having frantically searched everywhere he can think of, he still can't find it.  The past few days, it's all hitting Edward.  He's slowly driving himself nuts, and Jasper is starting to notice.  So when he goes for his big presentation in class, he's very distracted.  He plugs in his laptop to show some graphs and is very shocked to finally find the video...on the big screen for the whole class to see.  He soon realizes that it's not his laptop, he grabbed Jasper's by mistake.  Not that this information helps him, he's still more confused than ever, but the girls have a good laugh about it all when Jasper asks Edward about his class.   


"So, how did your presentation go, Edward? I bet you nailed it."
Rosalie snorted and Edward kicked her. "Yep, totally. I don't have to take the final."

"Jeez, I heard the craziest thing on campus about some poor schmuck. He was doing a speech or something and queued up some porno in front of the whole class. Fuck, that would be embarrassing,"

Edward's cheeks heated and he groaned. Rosalie had her fist shoved in her mouth. Alice was eating a decorative pillow and Bella was chewing on her lip so hard, Edward was sure it was going to start to bleed.

They all watched as Jasper picked up his laptop and shoved it into his backpack. Rosalie cleared her throat.

"Watch any good movies lately," she said.

Jasper rolled his eyes. "Give it a rest my sweet sister."



Then there's the boys neighbor, Mrs Masen.  She's flashed Edward in the past and constantly makes suggestive comments, which further sets Edward off.

"Edward darling," Mrs. Masen leered at him as she stepped off the elevator. At least she was dressed. "Be a sweetheart and help me open my door."

Oh god, she was tipsy and when she drank, she had wandering hands, which always seemed to find Edward's ass.

"Sure, Mrs. Masen," he said. He took the key from her and shoved it into the hole.

"You do that so well," she purred. "It's too bad you like the boys."

"What," Edward said quickly. He did a fancy twist and extracted himself from her arms, but not before she got in one good grab.

"You know," Mrs. Masen slurred. "I see the way you look at him."

"I don't..." he stammered.

"Yes, you do. You really should tell the boy before he gets away."



 This poor boy is on the edge, if he doesn't find out soon exactly how Jasper feels, he's literally going to lose his mind.  But not to worry, Rose has yet another plan, one that involves Edward not spending so much time with Jasper.  But first she wants to take him to a gay bar, "just as an experiment" she tells him.  When they get there, Edward meets Alec, he has alot in common with Edward. Including his interest in a guy he's not sure is gay or not.  With that in common they decide to help each other. 

A nice looking, dark haired guy strode over to the table and smiled. He sat down and they all fell into an easy conversation. It turned out that Alec was new at this whole gay scene too. Edward and Alec had a lot in common and it was easy to talk to the guy. He was amazed when he heard himself talk about Jasper. Alec had a Jasper too. Some guy named James that lived in his apartment building which turned out to be about a block from where Edward and Jasper lived.

Alec shrugged his shoulders. "I have no idea if the guy is gay or not, but he sure stares a lot when we end up in the elevator together."

"Have you talked to him," Edward asked.

"What am I supposed to say? Have you talked to Jasper?"

Edward snorted. "What am I supposed to say?"

"Exactly," Alec said, laughing. His eyes sparkled and Edward couldn't help but notice that the guy had lovely brown eyes. "Maybe we could help each other out."
 
 
 
 
 
If all these plans and schemes do work, what will Edward do then?  He spends so much time worrying about what could or couldn't happen and not enough time actually talking to Jasper.  He really has no idea what Jasper feels for him.  When he gets home drunk after spending some time with Alec, Jasper's mad.  He takes care of Edward, but is no where to be found until they run into him at a party.  What happens at that party will make a huge difference in their relationship.  If only Edward can pull himself together enough to actually do something when he's given the opportunity.
 
 
 
This story is so good, it's funny...really funny, and the characters are great.  Edward is in a constant state of confusion, and it doesn't help that he keeps talking to his dick, which makes itself known anytime Jasper is near.   Their neighbor Mrs Masen is so funny, she handles those boys and tries her hardest to help them, but they're both so clueless.  When it comes down to that moment that Edward has to actually tell Jasper how he feels, will he be able to do that?  Well he needs to figure it out, time is running out, and it's either now or never.  Give it a read, you wont be disappointed, where When the Night Comes was heartwrenchingly angsty.  Like Wishing For Rain is heartwarmingly sweet and funny, with a little porn thrown in for good measure.  Great job Drizl.

Saturday, May 5, 2012

Fallen Angel by Jaydogrut




Fallen Angel By Jaydogrut  Sequel to For the Love of an Angel. Edward and Jasper have a choice. Live together in eternity or give life on Earth another chance. Will destiny tear them apart again or could they live HEA?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort  Edward/Jasper  WIP 
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7515361/1/Fallen_Angel 


This story is the second of Jaydogrut's Angel series.  The first is For the Love of an Angel, it's a beautifully written, tragic story of loss and undying love.  It's not necessary to read it first, but it's really good so why not.   This story is Edward and Jasper's second chance at love.  The love they had was very strong and when tragedy struck, neither were able to let go.  With some help from their guardian angel Emmett they get to try again at making a life together.    The story starts with them faced with a huge decision, stay in the afterlife and be together, or take the chance of reliving their lives and hope that they meet and fall in love  again.  I think you know what they decide.  They decide they want to live again, and with any luck find each other again.


The only problem is they don't remember each other, that was part of the deal.  They definitely have a few obstacles to overcome, one of them being that Edward is dating Bella.  He has never thought of being with a boy at all, so these thoughts of Jasper are all foreign to him.  Soon he's obsessed with Jasper, he can't stop thinking of him all the time.  Which leads to him and Bella breaking up.  Something he's not all that heartbroken about, but he does feel guilty.  Now he can focus totally on Jasper, but is that what he truly wants, is he ready for all that comes with admitting he's falling for another boy?



Jasper has his own problems, he has a great relationship with his sister Alice.  She's loving, supportive, and only wants the best for him.  His parents are a totally different story, his father is very homophobic, and extremely vocal about it.  His mother is very submissive and does whatever his father tells her to.  Even if that means deserting her son.  When Jasper's father finds some boy porn in his room, it all goes bad for Jasper at home....


"We have to talk," his voice was stern; demanding. My father scared me, and he knew it.

I sat and crossed my legs, slowly tapping my knees in a morbid anticipation.

"Are you gay?" Just the words angered him; I could tell. My father's homophobia was well known, and not a day goes by where he doesn't make it known.

"Why do you ask?" I tried to remain as calm as possible.

"I found this!" He stood and threw a magazine at me. I had no time to move as the spine of the book hit me square in the nose. Tears filled my eyes. Alice's scream filled my ears. A sudden warm gush flowed over my lips. I knew what was happening as pain shot through my face and into the depths of my mind. Gravity pulled me into the darkness."


Jasper's father is incredibly cruel, and Jasper realizes he can't stay in his house any longer.  He leaves.  He tells Alice not to worry he'll stay with Emmett, who has already told him he's welcome to live there. Emmett knows this isn't going to be an easy time for either boy.  He's really stuck, he's allowed to help, but not interfere.  But fortunately Emmett is very creative.  He really wants to help the boys anyway he can.  He was there and saw all their grief over losing each other in their last life.  He's hoping to help them avoid that this time.


When they finally meet, neither can comprehend the feelings they have, then suddenly they're both hit with memories...


"You were my friend.

My lover.

My husband.

My everything.

I don't know how I am going to be able to live without you.

The sudden realization rushed over.

Lips unlocked.

Confusion.

Memories.

Realization.

"I remember," a dual unison of words filled the air."



This is a very emotionally charged story, just the fact that they remember their past lives together isn't going to make everything easy, or make their lives perfect.  They both have alot of growing and changing to do.  Luckily they have very good friends, and Edward's family to help.   They realize they can't just rely on their memories to guide them, they have to make their own way, and make new memories.  Jaydogrut has done a wonderful job with this story it's very emotional at times, and definitely has some angst, but it's mostly a love story.    They have to grow up and take control of their lives, and they're still so young and have so much to learn and experience.   Next they'll be graduating, but I wonder how smooth that will go.   Seems there's never a dull moment for these boys.


From realizing he's gay to embracing his deep feelings for Jasper, Edward goes through alot of change.  For Jasper in some way's it's easier, he knows he's gay, but he's terrified of his father's rejection and abuse.  He's surprised by the depth of his feelings for Edward, a boy he's only, thought of as straight.  They both are written as very lovable characters that just need a little guidance and support.  I love how Jaydogrut weaves in  song lyrics at some of the more emotional parts of the story.  It  just works perfectly.  Jaydogrut updates very regularly, usually at least once a week, and this story's author is a male, something sort of rare.  He really does a great job. Fallen Angel was just nominated for Best Lemon in The Wordsmith Awards, it really deserves it.  Give it a try, you'll fall in love with these boys love story too.