Consequence of Confessing Your Fantasy By Dragontattoo75

  

The Consequences of Confessing Your Fantasy by Dragontattoo75  Who knew confessing a fantasy to your husband could uncover a secret from his past? Told in BPOV, but all M/M lemons. AH

Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship  Jasper & Edward WIP

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7758106/1/Consequences_of_Confessing_your_Fantasy

This story is very different than any of the slash stories I've read before.  It's different because it's told from Bella's POV.  It's different because Bella is married to Jasper, and has fantasies of seeing him with another guy.  The story starts out with Bella reading slash fanfiction and getting caught up in the fantasy and the eroticism.  She decides she's going to mention her love of guy/guy loving to Jasper and see what his reaction is.   Bella has some definite ideas about what she'd like to talk to Jasper about, when he asks her what she's been reading, she's honest with him....

 "I read about them having sex, and it got me so worked up." I feel my cheeks warming. "When I read about them, I pretended that one of them was you."
I hear him moan softly and look up to his face. He has red spots on his cheeks and his normally blue eyes are almost black, staring at me. Maybe he isn't repulsed by the thought of what I had read. "What are you thinking?" I whisper.
"I like that you think about me when you read those stories. Do you ..." he swallows, "... do you like to think about me with another man?" His breathing is as hard as mine is.
"Yes!" My voice is hoarse."

Bella is very happy that Jasper's not repulsed by her confession, in fact it's just the opposite, he is very excited that his wife could actually be interested in letting him act out her fantasy.  Several weeks later they go to a cabin they own to do some maintenance.  While they're there an old friend of Jasper's shows up.  Seems he's rented the cabin next door to get away and do some work on his own.  His name is Edward Cullen.  When Bella meets him she's embarrassingly attracted to him.  Which Jasper calls her out on.  He then tells her that he knew Edward in college and experimented with him sexually.  At first Bella is shocked by this news.  She wonders why Jasper never mentioned it before.  But he explains he never wanted to lose her over something that happened so long ago and was never going to happen again. 

   They both decide that they'll talk to Edward and see if he's game.   They're both very willing to see where they're fantasy can go, they just need to see if Edward is as willing.  They really shouldn't have worried, Edward is more than willing to try new things, as they soon discover. 

"You are the only man I've been with, Edward. I liked what we did back then and used to think about it sometimes," he stops for a moment, plucking at a hole in his old jeans. "When Bella told me about her fantasies it sort of awakened mine too."

"So, are you two thinking of doing anything about that?" Edward asks, and then he suddenly stops in the middle of lifting his cup. "You planned this, Jasper! When you told me about this cabin up here, it wasn't only because it would be perfect for me this year, but because it would be perfect for you too!"

I'm afraid we've gone too far, that we misjudged him when he asked if I wanted a live show. I take a small step towards Jasper thinking that Edward will get mad at us, and for a few seconds I'm afraid, but then he suddenly he lets out a barking laugh. "You two horny fuckers! I really like you and your idea. This could have turned very awkward for you, and you took a brave chance. I love to experiment with sex, and I have never had a wife watch me have sex with her husband before."

They obviously have alot of love between them, because even after watching him be with Edward she's able to just look at it as him helping her live out a fantasy and seems to have no problem with it. In fact she really enjoys watching them together.  And Jasper definitely enjoys being with Edward.   And so their arrangement begins.  Every few weeks they meet up and each time they act out a different fantasy.  I keep waiting for Bella to think they've gone too far, or for her to feel jealous but she hasn't yet.  Just the opposite, she has enjoyed it so much that it's actually inspired her to try her hand at writing.  She definitely has the visual to write some very sexy stories. 

I really like this story, I like how it's written and I like that it's from the point of view of someone who's observing the interplay between two men.  Purely for her own enjoyment and her husbands curiosity.  Bella is so curious and so is Jasper, and Edward is full of surprises and definitely is willing to show Jasper some new experiences.  Will their relationship suffer from their arrangement in the future? That remains to be seen, I keep wondering if Jasper is going to like the excitement that Edward brings to the bedroom, and if he'll miss it when one of them decides their arrangement is over.  I wonder if Bella will learn to regret her decision to bring another person into their bed.  So far they seem pretty happy and there hasn't been a negative consequence.  I guess we'll all have to wait and see how it turns out. 

This story usually updates once a week, and is close to complete.  Check it and see what you think of Bella's decision.  Banner by JA Mash, thanks go to  Malice Slashlover for  pre-reading and Sue273 for betaing.

 

The Consequences of Confessing Your Fantasy by Dragontattoo75 Who knew confessing a fantasy to your husband could uncover a secret from his past? Told in BPOV, but all M/M lemons. AH

Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship Jasper & Edward WIP

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7758106/1/Consequences_of_Confessing_your_Fantasy

This story is very different than any of the slash stories I've read before. It's different because it's told from Bella's POV. It's different because Bella is married to Jasper, and has fantasies of seeing him with another guy. The story starts out with Bella reading slash fanfiction and getting caught up in the fantasy and the eroticism. She decides she's going to mention her love of guy/guy loving to Jasper and see what his reaction is. Bella has some definite ideas about what she'd like to talk to Jasper about, when he asks her what she's been reading, she's honest with him....

"I read about them having sex, and it got me so worked up." I feel my cheeks warming. "When I read about them, I pretended that one of them was you."
I hear him moan softly and look up to his face. He has red spots on his cheeks and his normally blue eyes are almost black, staring at me. Maybe he isn't repulsed by the thought of what I had read. "What are you thinking?" I whisper.
"I like that you think about me when you read those stories. Do you ..." he swallows, "... do you like to think about me with another man?" His breathing is as hard as mine is.
"Yes!" My voice is hoarse."

Bella is very happy that Jasper's not repulsed by her confession, in fact it's just the opposite, he is very excited that his wife could actually be interested in letting him act out her fantasy. Several weeks later they go to a cabin they own to do some maintenance. While they're there an old friend of Jasper's shows up. Seems he's rented the cabin next door to get away and do some work on his own. His name is Edward Cullen. When Bella meets him she's embarrassingly attracted to him. Which Jasper calls her out on. He then tells her that he knew Edward in college and experimented with him sexually. At first Bella is shocked by this news. She wonders why Jasper never mentioned it before. But he explains he never wanted to lose her over something that happened so long ago and was never going to happen again.

They both decide that they'll talk to Edward and see if he's game. They're both very willing to see where they're fantasy can go, they just need to see if Edward is as willing. They really shouldn't have worried, Edward is more than willing to try new things, as they soon discover.

"You are the only man I've been with, Edward. I liked what we did back then and used to think about it sometimes," he stops for a moment, plucking at a hole in his old jeans. "When Bella told me about her fantasies it sort of awakened mine too."

"So, are you two thinking of doing anything about that?" Edward asks, and then he suddenly stops in the middle of lifting his cup. "You planned this, Jasper! When you told me about this cabin up here, it wasn't only because it would be perfect for me this year, but because it would be perfect for you too!"

I'm afraid we've gone too far, that we misjudged him when he asked if I wanted a live show. I take a small step towards Jasper thinking that Edward will get mad at us, and for a few seconds I'm afraid, but then he suddenly he lets out a barking laugh. "You two horny fuckers! I really like you and your idea. This could have turned very awkward for you, and you took a brave chance. I love to experiment with sex, and I have never had a wife watch me have sex with her husband before."

They obviously have alot of love between them, because even after watching him be with Edward she's able to just look at it as him helping her live out a fantasy and seems to have no problem with it. In fact she really enjoys watching them together. And Jasper definitely enjoys being with Edward. And so their arrangement begins. Every few weeks they meet up and each time they act out a different fantasy. I keep waiting for Bella to think they've gone too far, or for her to feel jealous but she hasn't yet. Just the opposite, she has enjoyed it so much that it's actually inspired her to try her hand at writing. She definitely has the visual to write some very sexy stories.

I really like this story, I like how it's written and I like that it's from the point of view of someone who's observing the interplay between two men. Purely for her own enjoyment and her husbands curiosity. Bella is so curious and so is Jasper, and Edward is full of surprises and definitely is willing to show Jasper some new experiences. Will their relationship suffer from their arrangement in the future? That remains to be seen, I keep wondering if Jasper is going to like the excitement that Edward brings to the bedroom, and if he'll miss it when one of them decides their arrangement is over. I wonder if Bella will learn to regret her decision to bring another person into their bed. So far they seem pretty happy and there hasn't been a negative consequence. I guess we'll all have to wait and see how it turns out.

This story usually updates once a week, and is close to complete. Check it and see what you think of Bella's decision. Banner by JA Mash, thanks go to Malice Slashlover for pre-reading and Sue273 for betaing.

The Consequences of Confessing Your Fantasy by Dragontattoo75 Who knew confessing a fantasy to your husband could uncover a secret from his past? Told in BPOV, but all M/M lemons. AH

Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship Jasper & Edward WIP

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7758106/1/Consequences_of_Confessing_your_Fantasy

This story is very different than any of the slash stories I've read before. It's different because it's told from Bella's POV. It's different because Bella is married to Jasper, and has fantasies of seeing him with another guy. The story starts out with Bella reading slash fanfiction and getting caught up in the fantasy and the eroticism. She decides she's going to mention her love of guy/guy loving to Jasper and see what his reaction is. Bella has some definite ideas about what she'd like to talk to Jasper about, when he asks her what she's been reading, she's honest with him....

"I read about them having sex, and it got me so worked up." I feel my cheeks warming. "When I read about them, I pretended that one of them was you."
I hear him moan softly and look up to his face. He has red spots on his cheeks and his normally blue eyes are almost black, staring at me. Maybe he isn't repulsed by the thought of what I had read. "What are you thinking?" I whisper.
"I like that you think about me when you read those stories. Do you ..." he swallows, "... do you like to think about me with another man?" His breathing is as hard as mine is.
"Yes!" My voice is hoarse."

Bella is very happy that Jasper's not repulsed by her confession, in fact it's just the opposite, he is very excited that his wife could actually be interested in letting him act out her fantasy. Several weeks later they go to a cabin they own to do some maintenance. While they're there an old friend of Jasper's shows up. Seems he's rented the cabin next door to get away and do some work on his own. His name is Edward Cullen. When Bella meets him she's embarrassingly attracted to him. Which Jasper calls her out on. He then tells her that he knew Edward in college and experimented with him sexually. At first Bella is shocked by this news. She wonders why Jasper never mentioned it before. But he explains he never wanted to lose her over something that happened so long ago and was never going to happen again.

They both decide that they'll talk to Edward and see if he's game. They're both very willing to see where they're fantasy can go, they just need to see if Edward is as willing. They really shouldn't have worried, Edward is more than willing to try new things, as they soon discover.

"You are the only man I've been with, Edward. I liked what we did back then and used to think about it sometimes," he stops for a moment, plucking at a hole in his old jeans. "When Bella told me about her fantasies it sort of awakened mine too."
"So, are you two thinking of doing anything about that?" Edward asks, and then he suddenly stops in the middle of lifting his cup. "You planned this, Jasper! When you told me about this cabin up here, it wasn't only because it would be perfect for me this year, but because it would be perfect for you too!"
I'm afraid we've gone too far, that we misjudged him when he asked if I wanted a live show. I take a small step towards Jasper thinking that Edward will get mad at us, and for a few seconds I'm afraid, but then he suddenly he lets out a barking laugh. "You two horny fuckers! I really like you and your idea. This could have turned very awkward for you, and you took a brave chance. I love to experiment with sex, and I have never had a wife watch me have sex with her husband before."



They obviously have alot of love between them, because even after watching him be with Edward she's able to just look at it as him helping her live out a fantasy and seems to have no problem with it. In fact she really enjoys watching them together. And Jasper definitely enjoys being with Edward. And so their arrangement begins. Every few weeks they meet up and each time they act out a different fantasy. I keep waiting for Bella to think they've gone too far, or for her to feel jealous but she hasn't yet. Just the opposite, she has enjoyed it so much that it's actually inspired her to try her hand at writing. She definitely has the visual to write some very sexy stories.


I really like this story, I like how it's written and I like that it's from the point of view of someone who's observing the interplay between two men. Purely for her own enjoyment and her husbands curiosity. Bella is so curious and so is Jasper, and Edward is full of surprises and definitely is willing to show Jasper some new experiences. Will their relationship suffer from their arrangement in the future? That remains to be seen, I keep wondering if Jasper is going to like the excitement that Edward brings to the bedroom, and if he'll miss it when one of them decides their arrangement is over. I wonder if Bella will learn to regret her decision to bring another person into their bed. So far they seem pretty happy and there hasn't been a negative consequence. I guess we'll all have to wait and see how it turns out.


This story usually updates once a week, and is close to complete. Check it and see what you think of Bella's decision. Banner by JA Mash, thanks go to Malice Slashlover for pre-reading and Sue273 for betaing.



Like Wishing For Rain by Drizl

                                                                             Like Wishing For Rain by Drizl  After six years of longing for his best friend, Edward is ready to give up. But his friends have other ideas...SLASH/JasperEdward/AH/some Angst

Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor  

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7812672/1/Like_Wishing_For_Rain



This is the story of Edward Cullen who has been in love and obsessed with his best friend Jasper  for the past 6 years.  Since he was 15 Edward had tried to find out if Jasper has any feelings for him that beyond being best friends.  He still has no clue.  Now they're college roommates, and about to graduate.  Time is running out, since Edward's not sure if they'll be together after graduation or not, but that's not all he's not sure about, he's not sure Jasper's even gay.   Luckily he has lots of help to try and figure Jasper out.  Jasper's twin Rosalie, Bella his ex-girlfriend and Alice, Jaspers's ex.  They don't mind helping at all, much to Edward's chagrin.


The story starts out with Edward frantically looking for a video that Rose was sure would prove if Jasper was gay or not.  A gay porno lol.  Having torn the house apart and having frantically searched everywhere he can think of, he still can't find it.  The past few days, it's all hitting Edward.  He's slowly driving himself nuts, and Jasper is starting to notice.  So when he goes for his big presentation in class, he's very distracted.  He plugs in his laptop to show some graphs and is very shocked to finally find the video...on the big screen for the whole class to see.  He soon realizes that it's not his laptop, he grabbed Jasper's by mistake.  Not that this information helps him, he's still more confused than ever, but the girls have a good laugh about it all when Jasper asks Edward about his class.   


"So, how did your presentation go, Edward? I bet you nailed it."
Rosalie snorted and Edward kicked her. "Yep, totally. I don't have to take the final."

"Jeez, I heard the craziest thing on campus about some poor schmuck. He was doing a speech or something and queued up some porno in front of the whole class. Fuck, that would be embarrassing,"

Edward's cheeks heated and he groaned. Rosalie had her fist shoved in her mouth. Alice was eating a decorative pillow and Bella was chewing on her lip so hard, Edward was sure it was going to start to bleed.

They all watched as Jasper picked up his laptop and shoved it into his backpack. Rosalie cleared her throat.

"Watch any good movies lately," she said.

Jasper rolled his eyes. "Give it a rest my sweet sister."



Then there's the boys neighbor, Mrs Masen.  She's flashed Edward in the past and constantly makes suggestive comments, which further sets Edward off.

"Edward darling," Mrs. Masen leered at him as she stepped off the elevator. At least she was dressed. "Be a sweetheart and help me open my door."

Oh god, she was tipsy and when she drank, she had wandering hands, which always seemed to find Edward's ass.

"Sure, Mrs. Masen," he said. He took the key from her and shoved it into the hole.

"You do that so well," she purred. "It's too bad you like the boys."

"What," Edward said quickly. He did a fancy twist and extracted himself from her arms, but not before she got in one good grab.

"You know," Mrs. Masen slurred. "I see the way you look at him."

"I don't..." he stammered.

"Yes, you do. You really should tell the boy before he gets away."



 This poor boy is on the edge, if he doesn't find out soon exactly how Jasper feels, he's literally going to lose his mind.  But not to worry, Rose has yet another plan, one that involves Edward not spending so much time with Jasper.  But first she wants to take him to a gay bar, "just as an experiment" she tells him.  When they get there, Edward meets Alec, he has alot in common with Edward. Including his interest in a guy he's not sure is gay or not.  With that in common they decide to help each other. 

A nice looking, dark haired guy strode over to the table and smiled. He sat down and they all fell into an easy conversation. It turned out that Alec was new at this whole gay scene too. Edward and Alec had a lot in common and it was easy to talk to the guy. He was amazed when he heard himself talk about Jasper. Alec had a Jasper too. Some guy named James that lived in his apartment building which turned out to be about a block from where Edward and Jasper lived.

Alec shrugged his shoulders. "I have no idea if the guy is gay or not, but he sure stares a lot when we end up in the elevator together."

"Have you talked to him," Edward asked.

"What am I supposed to say? Have you talked to Jasper?"

Edward snorted. "What am I supposed to say?"

"Exactly," Alec said, laughing. His eyes sparkled and Edward couldn't help but notice that the guy had lovely brown eyes. "Maybe we could help each other out."

 

 

 

 

 

If all these plans and schemes do work, what will Edward do then?  He spends so much time worrying about what could or couldn't happen and not enough time actually talking to Jasper.  He really has no idea what Jasper feels for him.  When he gets home drunk after spending some time with Alec, Jasper's mad.  He takes care of Edward, but is no where to be found until they run into him at a party.  What happens at that party will make a huge difference in their relationship.  If only Edward can pull himself together enough to actually do something when he's given the opportunity.

 

 

 

This story is so good, it's funny...really funny, and the characters are great.  Edward is in a constant state of confusion, and it doesn't help that he keeps talking to his dick, which makes itself known anytime Jasper is near.   Their neighbor Mrs Masen is so funny, she handles those boys and tries her hardest to help them, but they're both so clueless.  When it comes down to that moment that Edward has to actually tell Jasper how he feels, will he be able to do that?  Well he needs to figure it out, time is running out, and it's either now or never.  Give it a read, you wont be disappointed, where When the Night Comes was heartwrenchingly angsty.  Like Wishing For Rain is heartwarmingly sweet and funny, with a little porn thrown in for good measure.  Great job Drizl.

Fallen Angel by Jaydogrut

Fallen Angel By Jaydogrut  Sequel to For the Love of an Angel. Edward and Jasper have a choice. Live together in eternity or give life on Earth another chance. Will destiny tear them apart again or could they live HEA?

Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort  Edward/Jasper  WIP 

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7515361/1/Fallen_Angel 


This story is the second of Jaydogrut's Angel series.  The first is For the Love of an Angel, it's a beautifully written, tragic story of loss and undying love.  It's not necessary to read it first, but it's really good so why not.   This story is Edward and Jasper's second chance at love.  The love they had was very strong and when tragedy struck, neither were able to let go.  With some help from their guardian angel Emmett they get to try again at making a life together.    The story starts with them faced with a huge decision, stay in the afterlife and be together, or take the chance of reliving their lives and hope that they meet and fall in love  again.  I think you know what they decide.  They decide they want to live again, and with any luck find each other again.


The only problem is they don't remember each other, that was part of the deal.  They definitely have a few obstacles to overcome, one of them being that Edward is dating Bella.  He has never thought of being with a boy at all, so these thoughts of Jasper are all foreign to him.  Soon he's obsessed with Jasper, he can't stop thinking of him all the time.  Which leads to him and Bella breaking up.  Something he's not all that heartbroken about, but he does feel guilty.  Now he can focus totally on Jasper, but is that what he truly wants, is he ready for all that comes with admitting he's falling for another boy?



Jasper has his own problems, he has a great relationship with his sister Alice.  She's loving, supportive, and only wants the best for him.  His parents are a totally different story, his father is very homophobic, and extremely vocal about it.  His mother is very submissive and does whatever his father tells her to.  Even if that means deserting her son.  When Jasper's father finds some boy porn in his room, it all goes bad for Jasper at home....


"We have to talk," his voice was stern; demanding. My father scared me, and he knew it.

I sat and crossed my legs, slowly tapping my knees in a morbid anticipation.

"Are you gay?" Just the words angered him; I could tell. My father's homophobia was well known, and not a day goes by where he doesn't make it known.

"Why do you ask?" I tried to remain as calm as possible.

"I found this!" He stood and threw a magazine at me. I had no time to move as the spine of the book hit me square in the nose. Tears filled my eyes. Alice's scream filled my ears. A sudden warm gush flowed over my lips. I knew what was happening as pain shot through my face and into the depths of my mind. Gravity pulled me into the darkness."


Jasper's father is incredibly cruel, and Jasper realizes he can't stay in his house any longer.  He leaves.  He tells Alice not to worry he'll stay with Emmett, who has already told him he's welcome to live there. Emmett knows this isn't going to be an easy time for either boy.  He's really stuck, he's allowed to help, but not interfere.  But fortunately Emmett is very creative.  He really wants to help the boys anyway he can.  He was there and saw all their grief over losing each other in their last life.  He's hoping to help them avoid that this time.


When they finally meet, neither can comprehend the feelings they have, then suddenly they're both hit with memories...


"You were my friend.

My lover.

My husband.

My everything.

I don't know how I am going to be able to live without you.

The sudden realization rushed over.

Lips unlocked.

Confusion.

Memories.

Realization.

"I remember," a dual unison of words filled the air."



This is a very emotionally charged story, just the fact that they remember their past lives together isn't going to make everything easy, or make their lives perfect.  They both have alot of growing and changing to do.  Luckily they have very good friends, and Edward's family to help.   They realize they can't just rely on their memories to guide them, they have to make their own way, and make new memories.  Jaydogrut has done a wonderful job with this story it's very emotional at times, and definitely has some angst, but it's mostly a love story.    They have to grow up and take control of their lives, and they're still so young and have so much to learn and experience.   Next they'll be graduating, but I wonder how smooth that will go.   Seems there's never a dull moment for these boys.


From realizing he's gay to embracing his deep feelings for Jasper, Edward goes through alot of change.  For Jasper in some way's it's easier, he knows he's gay, but he's terrified of his father's rejection and abuse.  He's surprised by the depth of his feelings for Edward, a boy he's only, thought of as straight.  They both are written as very lovable characters that just need a little guidance and support.  I love how Jaydogrut weaves in  song lyrics at some of the more emotional parts of the story.  It  just works perfectly.  Jaydogrut updates very regularly, usually at least once a week, and this story's author is a male, something sort of rare.  He really does a great job. Fallen Angel was just nominated for Best Lemon in The Wordsmith Awards, it really deserves it.  Give it a try, you'll fall in love with these boys love story too. 

When The Night Comes by Drizl

When The Night Comes By Drizl   

Don't leave anything on your list Jasper. Live the life you want, not the one everyone expects. If you think about it, settling ain't really living. Can Jasper find the life he wants during the light of day or is it best left in the dark ExJ/SLASH/AU/AH

Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Complete

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6153886/1/When_the_Night_Comes 


This story starts out with Jasper waking up in a strange place, with someone he doesn't know...again.  His phone is ringing and whoever it is just won't stop.  He answers it and is surprised to hear Alice Brandon's voice.  She tells him his mom is terminally ill, and doesn't have alot of time.  If  he wants to see her he needs to come home now.  Jasper knew she was sick, but he's avoided everything for so long.  After hanging up from Alice,  Jasper's hit with the memories, memories he's tried to bury deeply or forget all together.  No amount of alcohol, drugs or sex has worked.  He still has it bad for Edward Cullen, and he truly fears what going home might mean. 


Five years ago, Jasper, his twin sister Rose, and their mother Susan Hale move to Forks.  The town welcomes them with open arms, Jasper's talent at football has not gone unnoticed here.  They're all hoping that he can help their team finally go to the championship.   He meets and becomes friends with Emmett and Edward.  Emmett is soon very taken with Rose, and there's just something about Edward, something that both excites and scares Jasper.  They go to a party at the beach before school starts, and he notices Edward acting sort of weird, he can't put his finger on it.  One minute they're talking football, then he's shocked at what happens next....


"With your arm, we should crush them," he said bringing out the crooked grin again.

"Yeah? Do you think we'll be able to hook-up on a few long pass routes?"

His face lit up. "Hell yeah, they have one decent cornerback, but I'm faster than him." He laughed and lunged at me, but I was able to slip out of his grasp. We ran down the beach laughing and taunting each other. He finally tripped me up, falling on top of me. His green eyes were almost black as he hovered over me. Strange sensations fluttered in my stomach. Must be the fucking Jack mixing with the beer I had been drinking until Edward fucking Cullen leaned forward and brushed his lips against mine.

My entire body seized up. Was this actually happening?

"Oh fuck," he muttered. "I'm so sorry...I didn't mean...oh fuck...please Jasper...don't...I gotta go.."

He jumped off me, disappearing down the beach before I could even sit up. I ran my finger across my lips and groaned. Edward Cullen had just sort of kissed me and fuck...I kinda liked it...what the fuck did...I jumped up and started sprinting down the beach." 


This is just the beginning of the relationship that blooms between the two boys.  Jasper has only been with girls before, so he's very confused.  But he's very attracted to Edward, and when they're alone, he seems to be all that Edward wants.  Things aren't the same when others are around.  This kills Jasper, he truly doesn't know what to believe.  He soon starts dateing Alice, and finds it"s just not the same with her as it is with Edward.  At first he feels guilty and tries to avoid being alone with Edward, but he just can't.   


When Jasper returns to Forks five years later, he's surprised to learn that his mother knew about him and Edward.  I love how Susan is written, she's the mom everyone wants, Warm, loving, yet she doesn't take any crap and constantly tries to get Jasper to face his past and either move on or fix it.  She asks Jasper to play guitar for her not realizing he didn't bring his own.  Rose tells him she'll find one he can use and he doesn't question it, until he see's it. Then he knows...

"I closed my eyes, letting a few more tears slip down my face. "It's Edward's guitar," I whispered and then I couldn't talk anymore, because my nerves were wrecked. My breath came in short spasms as I fought desperately to hold it together.

Mama sighed. "Let him go," she whispered.

"Fuck...Mama," I sobbed and then everything exploded out of me. My body shook as the waves of pain rushed through me. I buried my face into my mother's shoulder and cried. I cried because I was so fucking stupid to let him separate me from my family. Blaming him for that was ridiculous, it had been my choice not to come back to Forks for five fucking years. I cried because I was going to lose my mother and there was absolutely nothing I could do about that. I cried because it still hurt, because no matter how much I fucking hated him, I had to admit to myself that I still loved him."


This story is told in flashbacks, and it's very well written and easy to follow, not always easy with this  type of storytelling.   There is alot of angst, but it's so worth it in the end.  All of the characters are very well developed and you feel like their friends or acquaintances and you know really well.  It's such a quandary, you know Jasper and Edward shouldn't be doing what they're doing because they're both dateing other people.  But honestly what they have together is so rare and deep that you see Alice and Bella in the way of that.  When Bella finally finds out it's heart wrenching, not because you feel bad for her, but you see how defeated that leaves Edward.   He truly loses a part of himself when Jasper leaves,  his life definitely does not end up like he planned.   They truly start out as two confused boys who fall in love and really don't know how to handle it.  They're both very innocent and naive in the ways of the heart.   They don't realize the hurt they're setting themselves up for.

"My eyes fluttered shut when Edward ran his tongue over my lips, wetting them. I gave in and let my body relax as I settled down on his chest. After five minutes of heavy kissing and tongue action, I came up for air and flipped the light on. Edward's half-lidded, lust filled eyes stared back at me. I was in serious trouble.

"Please don't say anything Jasper," he pleaded.

I pushed up off him and moved back to my side of the bed. "You've got to give me something," I whispered.

He rolled on his side encouraging me to do the same. I watched as his hand splayed across my chest, coming to rest on my heart. I'm sure he could feel my heart pounding against my rib cage.

He squeezed his eyes shut. "I've never...fuck," he hissed and clenched his jaw. "No one has ever made me feel like you do."

He looked so fucking tense and unsure. I needed to reassure him that we were both in the same boat. I placed my hand over his. "You scare the shit out of me Edward Cullen."

He gave me a small lopsided smile and rolled over on top of me.

"So, can this be our secret," he asked, pinning me beneath him.

"Who the fuck am I going to tell," I asked, raising my eyebrow.

He snorted. "When the night comes, you're mine," he said and lowered his lips to capture mine again. This time it was soft and slow, with a lot of teasing and tasting. God he tasted so good and I couldn't get enough."


Edward makes the choices he does because he feels like he owes it to everyone else to make them happy.  His choices crush him and Jasper, and five years later neither are living, they're mostly just surviving.  Neither seems to be able to find happiness, mostly because they had it and stupidly let it slip away.  Jasper is so broken, there's so much he has given up trying to forget Edward.  His mom makes him see all this, she forces him to look at it from Edwards side, and see the whole picture.  She makes him realize that love is not something you can just go out and replace.   She shows him a picture, of two boys obviously in love, when they thought no one else knew but them.  She shows him it's more important to find love and happiness, and not worry about who it's with. 


This fic is complete, and the end is perfect and bittersweet.  I've read this story 3 times now, and honestly I could read it again.  It's just one of those stories where you just want to characters to find their happiness and do whatever they need to do to make it back to each other.  Give it a try, it will leave you wanting more.

Can You Hear Me? by Jasper1863Hale

Can You Hear Me? By Jasper1863Hale http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7476890/1/Can_You_Hear_Me
Jasper is new to Forks and due to an accident when he was younger, he is a mute. Luckily a certain Cullen is there to show him the ropes and help him to communicate. AH, Slash, M for lemons. *2nd place winner 'Most Promising WIP' The Torch Awards*

Twilight - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Jasper/Edward


The story starts out on Jasper's first day at a new school, Forks High.  He's gone to many different schools over that past few years.  At 14 Jasper was attacked by a dog and now is unable to speak.  He knows sign language, but unfortunately his father or Pa as he calls him, isn't very good with it.  He feels very isolated, no friends, no family, other than his dad.  He's always the new kid.  Always alone.


When he goes to the office to check in, he finds out a student has been assigned to help him find his way around. That student is Edward Cullen.  He's fluent in sign language which is a first for Jasper.  His father has tried to learn, but usually Jasper has to write out what he wants to say.  He's thrilled that he can communicate with Edward.  Things heat up really quickly between these two, there's attraction, but much more.  Jasper's excited to finally have someone he considers a friend, someone who he can really talk to.   He's really attracted to Edward, and soon finds out that Edward feels the same.     Jasper's emotions get to him and Edward is there for him, I love how he is so sweet and caring for a boy he hardly knows.....


"He began lightly rocking side to side as he held me and I cried against his shoulder, soaking his shirt worse than the rain had. A gentle rumble began in his throat and it took me a moment to realise he was humming along to the classical music coming from his stereo. He just held me for several minutes until I cried myself dry.

Feeling embarrassed, I raised my hand and wiped at my eyes as I eased my way out of his arms and back into the seat. I had known Edward less than two hours and here I was crying on his shoulder. But what surprised me more was that he didn't object. He had held me until I was done crying. He had comforted me and somehow I knew he was willing to listen, to let me talk everything out, and would be there to help me through.

*I'm sorry, Edward.*

'Don't be. I told you this is good. You've obviously been holding a lot in all this time, you need to let it go.'

*You won't judge me for anything will you? I hardly know you, you hardly know me but, I feel like I can trust you.*

'You can, Jasper. Now, when you feel like you're ready, then let some more out. Talk to me, tell me anything and everything.'"



There really is an edge to this story, some of the other kids can't resist picking on Jasper, he's bullied and taunted daily.  Finally they get him alone one day and beat him really badly.  Edward finds him and the next thing he knows he's waking up in the hospital.   This is a big turning point in Jasper's life, he decides that he's had enough.  His Pa's first reaction is to find somewhere else for them to move to, but Jasper is having none of that.  For the first time in his life he tells his dad how he really feels. How he's tired of constantly moving, how he has friends here.  How he wants the kids that beat him up to know he's not afraid and he's not leaving....


"If you want to go then go. I'm not moving again, we've only been here over a week. I'm done with running from things, I'm not running away this time."

I had never in all my life spoken or signed to my Pa in such a manner before. I could tell from his expression that he wasn't amused by my disobedience and his tiredness didn't help that either. As he spoke, I was already typing my rebuttal.

"Jasper, you're being unreasonable and I don't appreciate your tone. Now get ready, we're leaving."

"You think you know what is best for me, but you don't. Every time someone kicks my head in, you take me away to somewhere else and it just starts all over again. Well, I'm not leaving this time. For the first time since the accident I finally have some friends and they're standing by me through this. They're accepting me for what I am, it's what I need. I don't want a life of constantly running away in fear, I want to stay here where I have friends who support me. If you want to go then just go, I'm staying here and I'll make do somehow, but I'm not leaving."


I really like how this story is playing out, Jasper has so much stacked against him.  He just wants to be treated like a normal boy, have friends, fall in love and be happy.  With Edward in his life those things just might happen.  Edward is so kind and caring, always ready to let Jasper lead.  And always there when he needs support or just a shoulder to cry on.  It's fun to see all the new things Jasper experiences, he hasn't tried to play sports since his injury and he realizes he really likes trying.  Since he always wears a scarf to cover his scars, it makes things a little difficult at times.  But He seems to be willing to try almost anything.  It feels like he's finally ready to start living his life. 



This story really is told very beautifully, I can't tell you how many times I got choked up over Jasper and his circumstance.  It's hard enough being a teenager, but  to try and go through High School not being able to communicate would be so tough.  He's been bullied constantly and ended up in the hospital on numerous occasions.  He's never had  a boyfriend, or any friends at all.  It's easy to see why he would want to try to start a life in Forks.   Jasper1863Hale should really be proud of this story, she's doing a great job along with her beta  KellenCougar.  Check it out this wonderful story, you won't be sorry.

Rocket Science by Dragontattoo75

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7792079/1/Rocket_Science

Waking up after a night out, Jasper finds his work and personal life collide in a way that will change his life forever. 'When it's my turn to go, will I have a family sitting around me, holding my hand'  AH/Slash

Twilight - Rated: M - English  WIP

 Jasper wakes up groggy and not feeling himself, is he sick? He works as a Registered Nurse, so he's around sick people all day.  He's so out of it he's not even sure what day it is.  Then he remembers, he went out drinking last night.  Some people from his work were going out and he joined them, something he doesn't do very often.  He really doesn't remember much of last night.  He calls his friend Alice, and she tells him he met someone. Did body shots with him, then Alice rushed him out and threw him in a Taxi before he could get into trouble.   He still doesn't remember anything.

He goes to work the next day, and is holding his breath waiting for someone to mention something he did while out partying. Nobody does, something he's very thankful for.  He goes to meet a new patient, a Mr. Carlisle Cullen.  He's got a serious health problem, and will be here a while.  When Jasper checks on him on his next shift, there are a few more family members there, one of them seems familiar but he has no idea from where.  Jasper is very compassionate and helps them through this terribly emotional time, he tries to be there for them all, and makes sure Carlisle is as comfortable as is possible.  Carlisle doesn't make it.

It's a year later, and his friends from work want to go out.  His friend Alice wants to celebrate meeting her boyfriend Seth a year ago and they want Jasper to go.  He makes sure he eats this time, not wanting to repeat last year's experience.  Then he sees Edward Cullen....

This could be somewhat awkward for me, meeting them here when we're partying and we've only met each other as nurse and relatives in a very sensitive situation. If they recognize me from the ward, would they want to talk to me about what happened there?

"Oh, Jasper, there is that guy you danced and did body shots with a year ago!" Alice says excited. "The one in the green shirt!"

"What are you saying Alice? It was him I did body shots with? I don't believe you." The situation gets ten times more awkward for me.

Seth confirms it, "Yeah, I recognize him too, Jasper. I had to help Alice peel you off him and get you home. You were so drunk you couldn't take care of yourself that night. We took a cab to your place and put you to bed before Alice came home with me." He looks lovingly down at Alice, clearly remembering their first night together.  

I can admit Edward's good looking when I see him here and I'm not at work being his dying father's nurse. If this were the first time I had seen him, I would certainly have noticed him. I remember thinking when I met him at the hospital I'd seen him somewhere before. I believe Alice is right.

All of us are staring at Edward when Alice suddenly takes my hand and drags me over to him.

They dance, and talk a bit. But just when they finally sit down to spend some time together, they're interrupted repeatedly.  Until finally Alice and Jaspers' other friends drag him home.  He feels like the fates are against them.  And maybe one of his friends.  Things are not as they seem with Jacob.  He may want more from Jasper than he's willing to admit.  Jasper thinks of Edward constantly. Having given him his number he waits for him to call....and waits...and waits. Finally he gets a text from Edward asking him out on a date.

He goes to Edward's place and Edward cooks him dinner.  They talk and end up having a really nice evening.  Jasper finds out Edward has a 9 year old daughter, Lily.   And an ex-husband Sam.  Edward has alot of anger and hurt toward Sam, which makes Jasper feel sympathetic.  Having a child together then having to share her must be tough

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Edward is very guarded, he has been hurt so bad by Sam.  He's hesitant to let Jasper in, but he doesn't want to lose this chance with him either.   They hang out at Edwards and watch movies, and get to know each other better. They start to date regularly, Edward goes to Alice's housewarming party. At Alice's party, Edward sees Jacob and lets him know that he's with Jasper now.  This doesn't sit well with Jacob. And even though Jasper was very clear with him that he's not interested, Jacob tries to cause trouble for Jasper. 

I love how this story plays out, it starts as Jasper being there in a very trying time, for Edward and his family.  I think Jasper comes into Edward's life at a very important time for him.  Edward is very hesitant, Sam has said things to him that have stolen some of his confidence.  He thinks he has to be guarded in the way he feels for Jasper.  There's a darkness to him that I love.  It's like you can tell he's holding his emotions in check but he really struggles with it. 

His love for his daughter is really sweet, you can tell she is his world.  When he's finally ready to let Jasper meet her it is such a sweet chapter.  Lily is such a quirky kid.  Jasper is so taken with her, and she's so blunt with him.   I think she shocks him a bit at first, but she's just straightforward like her Dad. 

This story is 10 chapters long and there's only the Epilogue left, so you wont be kept waiting long for the end.  Dragontatoo is very good at updating and has another story going that is just as good.  It's called Consequences of Confessing your Fantasy.  Malice Slashover is her pre-reader and Sue273 is her beta.  They're a great team, check it out you won't be disappointed.  

In The Corner by Marriedmyedward

 In The Corner by Marriedmyedward. Jasper sits in the corner, watching him from across the room. He's loved Edward for years but hasn't seen him in months… not since their fateful kiss. What does the future hold for these estranged friends? Dirty Talking Jasper Contest- continued - SLASH Multi-chapter WIP

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7413057/1/In_the_Corner

For five years, Jasper and Edward have been friends, best friends.  But for Jasper it's been a struggle.  He's secretly in love with his friend, his very straight friend.  So he sits in his corner at his table.  In the back of the bar that all of their friends frequent, where Jasper used to work.  He sits and broods,  his friends think it's because he's an artist, and he's living the life of a brooding artist.  They have no idea how wrong they are. 

Since Jasper first met Edward and they became friends he's been obsessed.  When they're together it's wonderful, yet torture.  He can't touch him, can't kiss him, can't even bring himself to tell Edward how he feels.  Until New Years Eve.  All of their friends are over at Jasper's, and every one's coupled up except for Jasper and Edward.  When midnight comes Jasper's had just enough to drink that he doesn't think about it.  He grabs Edward and kisses him..... 

The ball had dropped, our coupled friends exchanging kisses. His constant presence from the evening had me painfully aroused as we sat together on my couch, the only ones without a significant other. My senses were besieged – head swimming from abundant alcohol consumption, body burning from his so near to mine, mind confused from too many mistaken signals. Our eyes met, lowering to glance at tongue-moistened lips. Swept up in the New Year's promise, I so foolishly misread a longing that I'd hoped finally mirrored my own. Without further thought, I brushed the back of my hand against his flushed cheek ever so lightly. Barely. He did not shy away but only seemed to understand what was about to take place between us. I slowly leaned forward and gently brushed my lips to his. He seemed to melt into me as my mind and body raced with his intimate contact of which I had craved for so long. Slightly deepening the kiss, my tongue requested entrance to his hot mouth as an involuntary moan whispered from deep within my chest.

Just then, Emmett spotted us and of course proceeded to infringe upon and ruin our moment. Our final moment.

"What the fuck?" he galumphed, sending us reeling. Edward immediately pulled away with such a look of distress on his beautiful face that my heart broke then and there into a million pieces. He retreated from the couch… from our embrace, with slender fingers touching his warmed lips, his eyes silently questioning me as to why and how? So many emotions graced his tortured face, the predominant one appearing to be disgust. As he fled into the night, I raced into the kitchen, emptying the contents of my stomach into the sink.


After that Edward leaves, he moves to Chicago and works at his cousins clinic.  He's very confused, but not for the reasons Jasper thinks.  He's confused because he liked the kiss, and he's questioning his feelings for Jasper.  For 7 months he tries to figure out exactly what he feels for Jasper.  For 7 months he questions his sexuality, he's always been with girls so these feelings are all new to him.  He wants Jasper, but he wants to be sure that he can give Jasper everything he deserves.


 He finally has the chance to find out how comfortable he is being with a man at his cousins annual party.  Riley, one of the nurses at the clinic has been flirting for months.  Edward has been drinking, so when Riley starts putting the moves on him, he doesn't resist, he just lets things happen.  And surprisingly he's okay with it all, actually he really likes it.  In the end it's Jasper's name that falls from his lips, leaving Riley asking him just who this "Jasper" is.  It's all the proof he needs, he jumps on a plane and goes to find Jasper and see if he still feels the same. 


 

To say Jasper is shocked is an understatement, he's thrilled, this is what he's been fantasizing about for 5 years.  He never imagined it would ever actually happen, that Edward would really be his.  They spend the weekend getting acquainted, really, really acquainted.  Then, Edward tells him that he has to return to Chicago, but only for 2 weeks, while he's in the shower he gets a text...from Riley.   Jasper reads it and initially is crushed.   Thankfully, they talk, their relationship is so new, but it's so precious to both of them.  It's hard for them to think of being parted, but their good-bye is very sweet.....

We're quiet in the car, our hands clasped between us the entire time, which makes maneuvering through traffic difficult at times. But I'm not letting go of my boy until absolutely necessary. Edward just smiles as I park in the parking garage to accompany him as he checks in for his flight. But finally it is time for him to go through security, and it is there that I realize that Edward has held my hand since we got out of the car too, and throughout the airport. In public. We haven't discussed how out he is ready to be, but he seems unfazed as he stands here holding my hand, his boyfriend's hand, which causes a smile that I cannot contain to cover my face. He then surprises me yet again as he gently grabs the back of my neck, pulling me in for a kiss that would make most blush. Hell, it makes me blush!

Leaning our foreheads together, we whisper our love and assurances. And then he is gone. Out of sight, but definitely not out of mind.

He, of course, is all that is on my mind as I drive home alone, feeling lost without him. Like a piece of myself is missing, as silent tears run down my face. I've turned into such a fucking girl and I don't even give a shit. I just want my boy – now and finally, my boyfriend – back in my arms for good. How did I live the last seven months without him in my life? And even the five years before that, when I had him in my life but not how I needed him to be, how I wanted him to be?


This story is really beautifully written, it really captures their indecision, and fear of putting their heart out there.  Jasper's happiness at being accepted and wanted by Edward is absolutely heartwarming.  There's lots of lemons, Jasper has waited 5 years, and Edward 7 months, they have alot of catching up to do , and they give it their best shot.  There are two future takes, which I love. One that's Christmas 14 years later and to say alot has changed would be an understatement.  The other is their first Valentines Day, let's just say things start out a little differently than planned. But it all ends well.  In The Corner is beta'd by Harritwifan. Give it a try, you won't be disappointed.